My Biggest Fear

Hello there, for today's blog i will writing about my biggest fear. Fear is actually an emotion caused by the belief that someone or something is dangerous that can cause a person pain or threat. Many people have something that afraid, even the bravest people from soldiers, teachers to little children they still have something that they will haunt them forever. So my biggest fear that i have right now is can't full fill the promises that i made with people. I have this fear since i was in primary school.

 

The story was when i was in primary school, a freshmen entering early stages of life. During that time i was foolish and dumb. I wasn't a smart student, always skipping classes , never score in my test and much more. I had ego that time thinks i above people. This obviously makes my parents unhappy with my attitude. First of all my parents advice me to stop with my arrogant attitude but i didn't listen. This make them very angry and started to scold me, yelling at me and many more. But one day my mother started crying and my father wasn't pleased . I heard them arguing about me in their bedroom and heard many things about how to find solution about my attitude. That time i started to realized that i have to change with my attitude. I don't want to see my parents unhappy especially mother. One day, i had a meeting with my parents to discuss about me. I told my parents that i made a promise with them i will change and be a better person and focus on my studies. My parents was very pleased that i aware of my mistake. So my parents was very happy with me. Then i started to study , work hard and keep practicing because that time almost close of the UPSR examination. I worked very hard and the first day of the examination i said to my parents i promise i will get 5 A's for the examination and their faces were very determined about me.

So i did my best during the period of the examination and after the last paper i was pleased and felt freedom. Fast forward the day of the result, i was eager to see my results and my mother follow me to school except my dad who was working that day. But once the results are in, I went to fetch my result and looked at it, i felt sad that time. I didn't score A's in any subject. I was scared to tell my mother but i told her anyway, she has that disappointment on her face and when my father got the news he also were not happy. My father said to me , that i have bring disappointment to them. I was crying and scared because i have not full fill the promise i made to them. It makes my heart sorrow and makes less confident to make decision in the coming future but with the support and love form my family, i can manage to overcome this problem.